He thought he knew the game,

Is he the one not the same?

Assuming too much

Is his crutch,

Then withdrawing in pain.

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Thinking something inside is broken,

Doesn’t do much as a token…

Realized loss–

Counted the cost–

Not willing the results be spoken.

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Yet he’s supposed to talk,

And try to walk the walk…

Of someone healed

It’s been revealed,

That all sounds like crock!

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Been promised I’ll “go back in”,

If mood deep dives again…

Putting words

In my mouth is absurd,

I’m hooked into the system!

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Plus, I’ve been caught lying

About my thoughts of dying…

Brings sudden suspicion

About my condition,

And how much I’m hiding!

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–J.E.C.